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Istirahatlah malam ini dengan istirahat yg paling nyaman dari malam-malam sebelumnya, dari lelah yang mungkin tidak bisa kamu tahan, dari luka yg memaksamu mengeluarkan tetesan air mata, dari apapun yg membuatmu bertanya "kenapa harus terjadi padaku?" hari ini Tidurlah malam ini dengan hati tersenyum yang paling tulus dan ikhlas,  yang akan membasuh setiap lelah hari ini, yang akan menghilangkan setiap kesedihan dari setiap masa, dari perasaan gundah yang tega menyingkirkan bahgia Mimpilah dengan sejuta harapan bahwa hari esok akan mendatangkan cuaca kebahagiaan, dalam pagi, siang, dan malammu, dalam perjuangan yang akan kamu lalui nantinya, dalam apapun semoga bahagia selalu nyaman bersamamu Selamat malam kamu, selamat malam bunga matahariku, ku nantikan mekarmu di hari esok 🌻

Dear one who regrets the most I will not ask you “hey, how’s your day or are you OK today?” NO, not anymore. I will just tell myself I’m a bit BETTER after all suffering moments you built so strong enough. Everything was just fine at the beginning of the story, everything from every single little thing like your name, our meeting, your smile, my greetings to you, your face expression, our awkward moments, and your eye contact showing a deep feeling for more than a conversation but inviting to recognize each other and know deeper. I noticed you and you did, but I was too afraid to preserve it until the time opened the truth what exactly happened between me and you. Well, deciding to fall in you, maybe the greatest pain which I will miss and regret the most of my entire life’s moment. We surely know that blaming can be the easiest way to decide who is wrong or right but this story was only between me and you. I was just sick of having a good vision that our story will go sim...